his heart felt dangerously full, for the first time in years. That dried-up battered organ, suddenly flush with love. It could kill him.
It’s easy to have a secret, sometimes it’s even fun, until reality starts to creep into it and then the secret seeps into your real life. that’s when people get hurt, that’s when you have to make choices. It’s not even that one choice is right while the other is wrong but that eventually you have to find a way to sleep at night.
do you have a pen? take a memo and write this down: once, I was loved, supremely with every fiber of someone's being. they just never knew how to tell me.
It's because you and them were made of the same pieces. and afterwards, when you put yourself back together, some piece of them remained.
a face without freckles is like a sky without stars, why waste a moment not loving who you are? It's those little imperfections that make you beautiful.
sometimes I feel like there’s a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. the moon tonight, there’s a circle around it. sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep each night, wanting. but still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing… I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen.
I missed him. love, I realized, was something your spine memorized. there was nothing you could do about that.
you’re like a fire fly, a spark, a glow, a match in the darkness. and I will go wherever the light takes me.
someone woke up today. someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead. someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left. someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. have a good day. I'll speak to you later." someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you." and they replied "I love you." and they kissed them goodbye. for the very last time. someone woke up today. but they won't wake up tomorrow.
maybe you had to leave in order to really miss a place; maybe you had to travel to figure out how beloved your starting point was.
there are two kinds of love…in the safe kind you look for someone who’s exactly like you. It’s what most people settle for. but then there’s the other kind of love. everyone’s born with a ragged edge, and some people crave that piece that’s a perfect fit. you’ll search for it forever, if you have to. and if you’re lucky enough to find it, it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe I could look just as perfect. but then, of course, when you try to get close to their other half, you don’t fit anymore. that kind of love…you come out of it a different person than you were when you started.
life is just the novel you write on your coffee break. and your novel is just a collection of lies you'd like to remember. and all that you remember, is the distance from here, to then.
music was my refuge. I could crawl into the spaces between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.
the sweetest sounds I’ll ever hear are still inside my head. the kindest words I’ll ever know are waiting to be said. the most entrancing sight of all is yet for me to see. and the dearest love in all the world is waiting somewhere for me
it's all just magic when I think about you.
okay, I’ll admit it, I’m an addict, but not in the usual sense of the word. you see, I’m addicted to you. when I’m around you I’m on an incredible high, and when I’m not with you, the withdrawal is unbearable.
people aren’t coloring books . you can’t make them just how you want them.
everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. the best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.
we loved with a love that was more than love.
I believe in everything until it’s disproved. so I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. it all exists, even if it’s in your mind. who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?